Weird...

I've been sleeping a lot today...
And dreaming odd and scarey dreams ...
about drowning and sufocating...

Weird,weird,weird...

I spoke to Sander on the phone just now
While he locked himself in the batroom and jacked off...
and I came without even tuching myself..
and it hurt...
I hate when that hurts!

At least he is getting better
at least the attacks has gone...
at least he will be ok..

Will I ever?
What did the dreams mean?

Confused..
Sad.