Monday, December 26, 2011

A very windy christmas.

I am glad the farm is still standing! We have had the worst storm (hurrycane) in over 30 years. Trees falling, roofs blowing off and elektrisity gone. The coast had the worst wind, but even here trees have gone down and we lost the power for over 12 hours yesterday. I most admit it was somehow cosy to sit by the big kitchenfire and drink mulled wine with candles litt all over the place...reading storys to each other. Very old fashion and xmasy!

It has been great out here, even if i have felt better.Iver and I have spent a great deal of time on the sofas in the livingroom reading and watching tv. Still I have enjoyd myself. I think we all have. Even Lasse says he's had a nice christmas. Him and Sander and me went outside by midnight xmas eve to light a candle in the snow for Arn. It was realy peaceful and beautiful, and Lasse got to cry a bit witch I think did him good.

I am not sure when we will head for home. But we will be home by newyears eve I think. I miss my bed, and I think Lasse will die from hornyness soon if he does'nt get to be with Peter!

Thursday, December 22, 2011

At Grannys.

We are installed for the christmas vacation in Grannys house out on the farm. Lasse draw us out there this afternoon. He is spending the hollydays with us. His first christmas without Arn. It is bound to bring back some memorys. I keep thinking it is just as well that Peter is spending the christmas with his family. It will be good for Lasse spending some time without him this christmas I guess.

Oh, maybe I did not tell you about that! Lasse and Peter have been seeing each other fore some time now. At first i thought it was purely sex between them, but after a while it seems like it has grown in to something more serious..and that Peter for the first time in his life will admitt that he is gay. ADT!
He has been living more at our house than in his own apartment lately, and they are talking about getting a place together. I am not sure if this is wise. maybe it is to soon to hop into a new relationship, but Lasse has to decide for himselves.
I think for the first time in his life he is getting all the sex he wants, and I guess he is thrilled!

Out here in the countryside at Grannys...Iver is a bit better (for those who doesnt know he has been back in hospital fighting of another outburst of inflamation.)
He is still in pain, but the fever has gone. I worry a lot over him. because I am afraid he will end upp like me. Dear God! I realy don't wish that for him!

I still hurt a bit from Mondays draining, and I have trouble sleeping before my painkiller kicks inn. Sander is sound asleep beside me. Blond hair spreding out over a blue pillow. He is so beautiful...my love.

Tomorrow it is "little christmas eve" we will decorate the tree and help preparing for the feast on christmas eve. I hope we are going to have a good time. I hope nobody is in pain. I hope nobody ends up in hospital, and I hope all of you out there will have a magic christmas.

I love you all!

Ravn.

Sunday, December 18, 2011

Still around!

Yes, I am still alive....amazing realy..

Life goes on and christmas is creeping nearer.Thank God for cybershopping! I couldnt have bought any presents without it. But this year I actually had a lot of fun doing my christmas-shopping on line. Stress and painfree!

Theres no big change in my condition. But the pain is a little less severe, thank God! I am beginning to look forward to christmas at the farm with my family. today we have trimmed the house with christmas decorations and tomorrow we will do the tree. A little late u might think, but actually it is early in Norway where moast people dont decorate their trees until Desember 23. That is because we celebrate christmas until January the 6th...some even for another week! Until the 20th day of christmas! We usuallu take the decorations down on the 6th though..and we like to put them up a bit early so we can enjoy the last week before christmas in peace and quiet.

I am going inn to drain tomorrow. Cant't say i look forward to it, and I hope it will be less rough on me this time. Hopefully I'll be back home Wednesday. Have a great week all you saints and sinners out there!

Love Ravn.