Hey..

I think I most have the most boring blog in the world.

I have nothing fun to share with you this time either...I struggel with constant pain of the most presisting kind..the kind one can't pretend is'nt there even for five minutes. It wears me out, and it wears my suroundings out as well.

I do nothing but lay on my bed or on the couch upstairs... I feel sorry for my self and I guess I am a real pain in the ass. Poor Sander. He is realy trying his best.
They don't even drain me now. Guess they are afraid of killing me or something.
Maybe just as well. Do it fast instead of this drawn out suffering...
It's realy so good for nothing...

Sorry, I should have made some joke, or coments to let u know I keep my spirits up, but my spirit is kind of dead...as I am..

Thats life...thats me

Ravn

just to keep you posted.

Ravn is in and out of hospital, mostly inn.
Right now he is home on weekend leave. Things are not looking grate, and he is growing weak and is looking frail.
There is not much to do exept from trying to ease his pain. There are no inflamations at the moment but the pain has gotten chronic, an wears him out totally.
He says to give you his love!

Sander