Waiting...

I am sorry ...I have not been able to go in here to write for a long time. With Sander in hospital and myself traveling back and forth ..I have simply been totally worn out when the evening comes.

Yes, he is in again...and yes, they are doing tests on him before they wil finaly operate on him once more in a couple of weeks. He has been in realy bad shape, and has been hurting a lot. So I have been with him almost all the time. My own pain has thankfully taken a break...or else I could'tn have.

So my days is like this: Shower, breakfast (if not to tired), hospital, bed...not much to write about.

It is'nt as we are missing out on the summer. The weather has been realy, realy bad here in southern parts of Norway so far. Rain, rain and more rain. Totally depressing...
So we spend the time in hospital watcing movies and tv-series...(when he is up to it) or I read to him.
Right now we are into "Game of thrones" and waiting for another season of "Borgias".

Poor Sander is having a realy shitty time...and I wish I could take his place so he could have a chance of breathing and sleeping without beeing knocked out on drugs.
He is able to show a little more emotions this time around, and thats a big relife! It is so much better to comfort him when he can admitt that he is going through hell...better for him too...

But I get tired. I mean...I am only human...and I still have my drainings to go through every forthnight...
The days I am out from pain Lasse is taking my place...

And so times goes slowly by as we wait for his surgery.
I hope you all have a great summer!


Love Ravn.