Birthdayheart...

Yesterdays birthdayboy had an attack the night before...
and in hospital later on they found out monitoring him..that something was not right with his heart.

So this morning while preforming an arterioskopi they found one comepletly blocked arterie in his heart. It has now been opened and they have put two stents inside it to keep it open. He is tired, but he is gonna be ok!! I have decided that!!!

I think he has had more than his share of problems by now...my poor sweet love:(

In and out and....

In and out and round and round...

Sander had an attack again...and while in hospital he had
another one this morning.This does not look good.
I was looking forward to spend a drainfree week with him..

No I guess he'll have to stay in hospital...Fuck..
Why do life always have to suck!

Alive and kicking..

Here I am...alive and kikcing...
Well, not exactly...but I made it. I am dead tired and probebly going to spend most of today on the sofa in the livingroom, but I focus on the ten days ahead without draining. That makes me feel sort of rich :)

Last week I even went to the gym twice! I can't remeber the last time that happened.
My only wish right now is that Sander will have some "timeout" from his pain too...
His birthday is coming up in a couple of weeks. And our friends Lasse and Arn are coming to stay for a week. How wonderful it would be if we all could have a good time and enjoy beeing together.

He is gonna turn 25! Wow! I guess I must stop to call him a boy now...(yes I know Dan, I should have stopped that a looong time ago)It is just hard to use the word man..it is so "daddyish" ...

It is snowing today, but the cold is not to bad...we have about 70cm (30inc) of snow now...and I cant remember that much since I was little. It is beautfull but I long for spring...but it seems a long, long way of..

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