Just when you think life is great...

....life kicks you're but. Again..

We have had some wonderfull weeks both Sander and me. In fackt we have had a normal life for sevral weeks! I have so enjoyed it, and I realy thought that sex-overdoseing had solved my problem, but allas...

This Mondays draining was back to normal. Painfull and hellish.
And on top of that Sander had an attack Tuesday.It was one of the hardest most scary attacks ever, and he is still in hospital totally worn out by it.

I am back on my feet now, but I am tired and maybe a bit depressed. Lasse is having a case of the blues too, missing Arn terrebly. It is understandable, and I can't comfort him. I can just be here and let him cry on my shoulder (or fuck me...haha)

Beautiful Arn...how we all miss him. It is so strange to think of that we will never ever see him again. Forever is a realy long time.

After a warm, sunny start of May, the rain has got it's grip on Oslo. Pouring down on my missery. The house feels cold even with a fire in the evenings. I have sleept holding Lasse thight both for warmt and comfort. He is still asleep, but I had to get up to take a painkiller.

We will go to see Sander this afternoon. Hopefully he will get out of hospital on Monday...but I think the doctors worry. Why did he get an attack again now? Why so hard??

Ill give u something cute to look at. Here's Sweedish Eric Sade!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Nfx0OMM2u0A

Beautifull morning...

I was going in to drain this morning, but due to a minor carcrash the Doc that drains me could'nt be there. So here I am :D

I woke up alone and deserted in our bed this morning. It was early due to the hospitalapointment..Sander and Lasse were suposed to come with me. Lasse is borrowing Trines car at the moment and would be driving. I could'nt find them anywhere, but heard the shower running in the basement bathroom. There they were. It is a big showerstall with glassdoors down there. And they where both in the shower.
Water splashing over their naked bodys. Sander faced me. Eyes closed. With Lasse standing behind him. Suporting him with one hand around his waist, the other around his cock.
He was jacking it slowly while biting his neck and sliding his cock between Sanders buttocks. They looked so damned sexy! I sat quietly down on the tolietseat to watch.

Sander moaned. Eyes closed all the time while Lasse massaged his hard cock. His body shivering with pleasure from Lasses treatment. He was gonna come any second now. My own cock was almost painfully hard. I just had to tuch it.
So as my love shot his load down the showerdoors, and Lasse came with a muffled scream, I came all over the bathroomfloor and made a real mess in there. Both of them looked up just in time to se what happened. And I was realy embaressed.

I then entered the showerstall and we washed each other of before getting dressed and ready for hospital.

Lasse is staying. He is on sickleave for some time, but he wont move back up North. We will go up there together later on to help him pack and clean out his and Arns apartment. And for the time beeing he can stay in the basement in our old room for as long as he likes.

I fell like I have gotten an extra day this week. Wonder what I am gonna do with it?
The weather is summery and quite warm. So I guess working on my tan might be an idea.
I hope you all have a wonderful Monday out there.

Love Ravn