Halloween..

The svineflu is fastening its grip on Norway.
And so far 14 people have died here. Sander and me will get our flu-shotts
next week. Hopefully it will keep us healty throug the winter.

We have had a fun Halloween, with trickers and treaters on our door constantly.
And Trine dressed Milla up as the worlds cutes little bunnyrabbit!

Sander has been dressed up as Jack Sparrow...and I have been a vampire :)
Spending most of the night chasing him around...I catched him at last....
And the evening ended with Mr Sparrow beeing fucked by a vampire...hehe
Now he is sound asleep...eyepatch and all...

And I will rest too...
So I bid you all a good night.


Love...

Again

And so it happened again.
Sander got another attack.

He is home again now...and doing ok I guess, but he is silent
and I guess sad and scared.
This is not suposed to happen...not any more..

Life semes to pass by us. I think we miss beeing part of a family.
The house feels deserted sometimes
with only us and one of our nurses present.
It was easier to keep up with the real world when
we lived with people moving around in it every day.
Trine stops by, and Jan E from time to time...but Rein forinstance
most of the time goes out to the farm rather than come to us.

I wish life was more than this...realy
I do...

Goodnight all...

I have two days in pure hell behind me
after the draining on Monday...
Somehow they tend to hurt more and more..
Or maybe it is me who is getting more fragile.
Today I have been dead tired and grumpy!
With no desire to do anything other than grump
on my own. Sander and one of our nurses went
to Oslo to get some shopping done and I spent the day
in my own gloomy company.

But in the afternoon Trine and Milla came by...and my mood changed.
Millas sweet face lifts my spirit anytime I see it!
Now...she has turned in to a real rascal ...and I just love it!
Even if it means running after her most of the time so she wont ¨
get herself into trouble.
Sometime after they had left. Sander and Tim came home and Sander
colapsed on the bed. He is still there in the matter of fackt.
Sleeping with all his clothes on...lol
So I think now is the time to undress him...and myself
and crawl into bed beside his warm body...mmmm
Goodnight all!

Love...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3F97is-K4n8

I am here!

I am sorry..I have nothing to write about these days.
Life goes on in the usual way.

Some days are fairly good...some are hellish.
Neither of us is in greate shape.
The fall is realy hitting on us now...and this year I hate it.
I had such a lousy summer,
and now I have to wait for months for the warmt
to come back.

Sander is already asleep..he's had a rough day.
And I have been worried that he might get another of his atacks...
but nothing has happened yet.
I think I will join him and sleep my own pain away if I can.

Goodnight to u all...
I have'nt forgotten u...I am just beeing boring.

Love..