Rain down on me....

I am sorry to have missed u all on msn..

Sander is still in hospital and I have been with him most of the time trying to comfort him.
The draining was a real,huge mistake on him...I have never,ever seen him hurt like this..it is like one great, big permanent attack! Fuck...
He is so worn out from the pain now that he is totally careless to what happens to him...and I am scared. He needs to get his fighting spirit back.He can't give up!!

I have energy for little else than him ...the summer goes by outside the hospital windows...but I have no strenght left to enjoy it ...when I get home I fall asleep on the bed and stays there until next morning. I shower, I try to eat healthy and take care of myself...but I am all focused on him. He is the only thing that matters now...

It is a rainy day here in Oslo...and the hospital just called and told me they have decided to put him in a light sleep so that he can get a break from the pain.
I am grateful for that. He needs rest badly. I guess that means I wont go in this morning...or maybe I'll go later..

Here is Thomas Dybdahl for u....enjoy

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=xxvczSv7Shw

Love Ravn.

St. Hans....midsummereve...

I am slowly coming back to life after this weeks draining.

And this time we both went in to do it. They wanted to try it to Sander as well
I guess they have run out of ideas on how to ease his chronic pain. So some bright head came up with the idea of draining. Not a good idea!!!
As he is much more sensitive than me...the result was hellish pain and hospital.
I knew that would happen...funny they did not.

I have spoken to him on the phone this morning and he is still so drugged out he can hardly speak, my poor love. I don't know how long they are going to keep him in there. I miss him:(

Yesterday was St. Hans (midsummereve) here...with bonfires by the lake and fjord..and partys everywhere. I have been in no shape to attend, but wached tv from the livingroom sofa. And ate a tiny bit of Rømmegrøt and spekemat...the tradisjonell midsummer food that Trine brought over for me. Rømmegrøt is a kind of porridge cooked with fat sour creem and served with sugar,melted fat and cinnemon. And with that we eat dried salted meat from either pig or sheep or both. :)
A good hearty meal...haha


Love Ravn.

Rainy Friday...

It is a rainy Friday here in Oslo...
I am begining to recover from Mondays draining.
It still takes three days to get back to normal.
Hard on me, but I pull throug.

I wish I had something interesting to write about,
but nothing happens in our lives these days.

It is a big rock-festival going on in Oslo
caled "Norwegian Wood" lol

And It would have been fun to se Mark Knofler..but non of us is
well enough to attend. I'll have to do with my Spotify playlist and "Songs for rainydays" today...right now it is Guns'n roses September Rain playing on my I-pig:)
Oh, and Firethorne..it is not an apple product but poor "asian bullshitt"...a cute pig with speaker-eyes and volumcontroll-eares...lol

Friday also means cleaningday...so I will try to at least vacum upstairs..not fear that the nurses shal have to do all the housework too...

Sander is hurting and wont be able to help much today...but Trine and Milla will come by this afternoon, and Milla loves her "Uncle Tandl" reading to her while she cudle up next to him in bed.She realy is the cutest!

As for Iver he is still alive out on the farm...so no revenge so far on his private parts. We have invited Iver and Kris to spend some time with us during summervacation.
Then they can have our old room in the basement and have all the sex they want for a change.:))

So iam going to give u whats playing on my piggie right now...
enjoy!!

Love Ravn.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yRKqfrct070

Yes, I am back!

Hi!

I am back! I have been for almost two weeks,
but I have mostly been sleeping.
I am so boring!

I started my first day at home with finding Sander
unconciuos form an attack.
No fun at all.

But now we are both home and together...
he is not doing so good though...
he is pain most of the time and his meds makes him so tired.
So we are like a boring old couple.
Sleeping and eating.

Last week we spent some days out on the farm in Grannys house...
celebrating a delayed birthdayparty for me,
and watching Iver get in a fight
with one of the boys living with mum and Stephan.
The dude called Ivers boyfriend a stinking faggot.
So he got it coming.
Not a smart thing with streetsmart Iver around.
He got kicked in the nuts for reply.
So now we cross our fingers that he wont get back at Iver.

I am tired and I hurt still, but I do feel better than last time.
And I pulled through faster this time around.
Even if they say I was closer to biting the dust.

This morning I have to go in to drain,
can't say I am looking forward to it...but it is
the single thing that keeps me alive I think.

Oh, I got an I-pig for my brithday!
The one u can plug your I-pod or mp3 into.
I am realy in love with it!
The sound is great! And it is kind of cute too...

Wish me luck...

Love Ravn.