Hip, hip Hurra!!

So yesterday we celebrated Norways national day...as always with big childrensparades all over the country. This pick is from Oslo.

We was out on the farm to be with my family, babysis Siri, granny and Iver. We had a good time, and in fackt we are still there. We where 21 people round the big kichentable in the farmhouse yesterday, and we all had a marvelous time...maybe exept for Sander.
He is in pain, and has trouble sitting...and so he withdraws from us as usual and has mostly been laying on the sofa in grannys little livingroom accompanied of Siri and a deck of cards.

Iver and Chris has been here. Rein and Pelle as well, and even Lasse and Peter came out to be with us!

Today I am kind of tired and hurting a bit. Ignoring the pain yesterday does not pay of. So I have only myself to thank for it! Sander and me are spending the day outside in the gardenhouse (greenhouse)
in two deckchairs loaded with coke, painkillers, and newspapers.
It is warm and summery out here even if the day is a bit overcast.

We will probebly stay until Sunday when Siri goes home to Dads. Today she and Granny has gone to Oslo to do some shopping, and they want be back until late this evening.

I hope you all have a bright and wonderfull Friday!

Here's a pick from the childrens parade out here in the country yesterday :)

Love Ravn.

Twentysix...

Yep, tomorrow I'm gonna bee 26 years old...wired...
In my head I am a strange cross between 16 and 80!

I guess I have a lot of experience people my age usally does not have, and still I don't know much about living a normal life. With school, work and familiylife...I am just laying here most of the time. Watching the world go by...watching myself groving older almost from a distance..sort of.

I have been sick for 10 years now...that is a long, long time...and it depresses me to think about it.
I have achived nothing in these years but to put my life on hold. A hold that is still there...
Thank God I have Sander!  Or we have each other. Nobody else would or could understand...
Nobody else would endure...

I was suposed to go in draining today, but I refused. My babysis is coming down here tomorrow for my birthday and for the 17.th.That is Norways nationalday celebration. And I want to spend time with her instead of in hospital puking my guts out. Hopefully we will go out to the farm.

Sander is going to have the surgery I told you about in my last post. No date is set yet, but they think sometime late in the summer. He is calm about it. I am scared....but I don't show (I hope)

Right now he is messing about in the kichen ...baking me a birthdaycake! In Norway we use cakes with a lot of fresh fruits and heaps of wipped cream and marzipan...mmmmm

Happy birthday to me!!