Late in the evening...

It has been such a strange thing...
When I went in to hospital it was still some snow on the gound..
and now it is suddenly summer!! Today was warm as mid July
and I have been camping outside in the hamock....
with a cotton blanket and cold drinks.
I still sleep and hurt most of the time,
but I can apreciate the feel of warm wind on my body.

My illness has taken a turn for the worse this time, and the Docs
is trying to come up with something clever
to try and stop my inflametions from coming back.
The next time I might not be so lucky...
But I don't know...it doesn't scare me...
or maybe I am to tired to care..

Love Ravn.

We are home!!

Hi everybody!
Did u think u would se me again?

I guess u did....
I got a lot of nice coments, mails and messages from u..
thank u so much for careing.

Sander and me came home yesterday..
I am so very tired...but so glad to be here in my own bed again.
I have missed most of this spring...outside it is summer
already and warm. I hope I will be able to enjoy it this year...

Sander is sleeping beside me..he is better,
but still walking with a cane.
I had to train my legs to walk again now...
so we are looking like a couple of grandads ...
I have a nurse coming four times a day
to administer my pain medication and take blood samples.
Hopefully I will be rid of her in a week or two...
and we can go on with our everyday-life.

Sweet Iver is still suffering after his draining on monday...
we will not let them do it to him again.
It realy is not worth the pain he has been in....
but they claim he is to young for a vasectomy.
But I say...the sooner the better!

I have to rest for a while ...I am still sleeping most of the day.
I love u all so very much...

Ravn.

Update Sunday night.

Tuesday is the big day!
Ravn and Sander is coming home!!!!

Me?
I am going in tomorrow to drain.
Fuckfuckfuck.

Oh, and thank's for a nice chat yesterday,Butterflies! :D

Iver.

Update Friday night.

Ravn is not coming home until Monday or Tuesday.
He is ok again, but the pain still bothers him alot.

The rest of my new family is out on the farm working this weekend.
I have to take it easy still.
So I have "babysitters". Rein and Tord. lol
It was Rein that blew the wistle on me after I almost fell of his bike ..
pretending to be ok..two weeks ago.

He is kind and sweet too...hehe

Have a nice weekend.

Iver.

Update from Iver.

Hey! I came home from hospital this afternoon.
They put me in because I started a fever
and the pain made me puke like hell.

Ravn is now awake but still in very much pain,
but that is to be expected they say.
We don't know yet when he comes home.

Sander is better, but he still has to use his wakingstick.
I am better too, but I have to take it easy for a while.

Granny says thanks for all ur lovely coments!!

Hugs from Iver (and Granny) :D

Granny bloggs.

Forgive me for my bad english. I have no training in writing.
I write to tell that my boys are ok. All three of them.

Iver is in hospital too.The poor darling.
That is the reason he have not been able to write.
Ravn is coming out of coma and will be home sometime next week
we think. He has made it this time too, my sweet boy.

Thank God! My precious Sanders back is better as well, and he will stay as long as Ravn stays.
He refuses to go home without him.

So this was my debut in the blogger-world.
It was actually fun!

Love to you from Granny Eva.


I forgot to say that today is Ravns 23d birthday!!

Update Friday.

Not much to tell u.
No change in Ravns condition.
Sander is back in nevro, and I don't feel so hot myself.

Iver.

Update Tuesday.

Yesterday Sander sort of fell apart after having had no sleep for three days.
Nobody managed to talk him into taking a rest,
and so he just broke down in tears
and then passed out from the pain he refuses that he still has and the
strain he puts on himself now.

Ravn is still not good.
But today they wil start him on yet another diffrent drug.
As I understand it is his last chance maybe.
Trine and me spent all night with him yesterday.
Holding his hand and talking to him, telling him not to give up.
He is strong the docters says. He has a strong heart.
But his body is tired now.
So we do not know how this is going to end.

Thank u for all ur prayers and concern.
He loves all of u.

Iver.

Update Sunday evening.

There is no change for the better.
The doctors is struggeling to find some sort of antidrug
that will help him, but have not found any so far.

Ravn is fighting for his life.
I dont know what to write.

Iver.