pain

It iss half past 5 am
I've been awake for hours...my painkillers wont give me any ease..
and I already took to many...witcth makes writing a bit difficult
and my head spin.
I need morpine but it is to early to call my doc.
so I jsut lay here shaking with pain and nousea...
Maybe I am running a tmerature as well..don't knoww.

I just sneezed and iI the motion makes thh pain shot through
my body and me almost to throw upfrom it...fuckk
crying hurts..I
Ths is no life ,,I cant
it hurtsso