Afterglow...

Making love like it was the last time...

It could be .....at least for awhile...
IF they drain me again tomorow..

IF they do...
I will at least have this...

I will close my eyes and imagin his beautiful face
when I have gotten him to the edge of the cliff...
his body shivering underneath mine...

and the sound of him as he stumbles and falls of....
the sound of love, of life and beeing alive.

He is the one that makes me hold on...he is my Nirvana
my "rainbows end"...my xmas morning....

I love him...

But I am so scared....