Everything went real well...
And then he had to get an attack..
This was not suposed to happen...he was suposed to be ok after his last surgery..
But he was not..and last night it did strike again.
It is so fucking unfair!! I have been screaming at God all morning..
No I am just sad and tired..
He wont listen..
He never cares..
Friday, August 28, 2009
Thursday, August 6, 2009
Life goes on...
The days go by, and I am day by day working to get my strenght back.
The scary part is I have discovered there is a lot of gapes in my memory.
Trivial things that I have forgotten.
They say it comes from beeing held unconcious for so long,
but still.....It is kind of scary.
Sander and me has set up house in ma and Stephans old bedroom upstairs for the time beeing.
He is still in need of a cane for walking
and that way he only has to bother with one flight of stairs.
Upp to the livingroom.
But we realy do need to have an internettcable but in the beedroom.
As it is now we spend little time online cause the computer may only be used downstairs
or up in the livingroom.
Grandma and Iver is staying with us. I expect them to go back to the farm nex week.
Because Iver is starting school on the 18th.
Next week we start the whole proces of intervjuing nurses again.
So hopefully we will find one or two who will work here from the start of September.
And Trine will be our "on call" nightnurse.
It is going to be strange and wonderful to have this place all to ourselves.
And we have already discovered that the upstairs bedroom don't have a soundproof
ceeling like we are used to have downstairs. (Sorry Iver)
I still have to be a bit carefull with sex, but oh....it is hard not to indulge.
When I have the worlds most wonderful creature in my bed....
Love Ravn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrhII_AOK_M
The scary part is I have discovered there is a lot of gapes in my memory.
Trivial things that I have forgotten.
They say it comes from beeing held unconcious for so long,
but still.....It is kind of scary.
Sander and me has set up house in ma and Stephans old bedroom upstairs for the time beeing.
He is still in need of a cane for walking
and that way he only has to bother with one flight of stairs.
Upp to the livingroom.
But we realy do need to have an internettcable but in the beedroom.
As it is now we spend little time online cause the computer may only be used downstairs
or up in the livingroom.
Grandma and Iver is staying with us. I expect them to go back to the farm nex week.
Because Iver is starting school on the 18th.
Next week we start the whole proces of intervjuing nurses again.
So hopefully we will find one or two who will work here from the start of September.
And Trine will be our "on call" nightnurse.
It is going to be strange and wonderful to have this place all to ourselves.
And we have already discovered that the upstairs bedroom don't have a soundproof
ceeling like we are used to have downstairs. (Sorry Iver)
I still have to be a bit carefull with sex, but oh....it is hard not to indulge.
When I have the worlds most wonderful creature in my bed....
Love Ravn
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=QrhII_AOK_M
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Hi all !
Yes I am home and alive !!
Tired, longhaired, far to thin, still in some pain but alive....
and it feels great to be home with Sander again.
No need to say this year has been the worst in my life so far.
I feel like I have missed most of it. And summer seems to be over
cause we are having a real autumn storm as I write...
I will try and an focus now on eating,exercising
and resting my way back to life.
Thank u for careing and I hope to chatt with
some of you on msn.
Love Ravn
Tired, longhaired, far to thin, still in some pain but alive....
and it feels great to be home with Sander again.
No need to say this year has been the worst in my life so far.
I feel like I have missed most of it. And summer seems to be over
cause we are having a real autumn storm as I write...
I will try and an focus now on eating,exercising
and resting my way back to life.
Thank u for careing and I hope to chatt with
some of you on msn.
Love Ravn
Friday, July 24, 2009
Home!
He is home!
And for the first time we live in the house (our house)
by ourselves.
We have moved up to the main bedroom for the time beeing.
That way we dont have to bother with the stairs.
I still walk with a cane for suport, and it seems I might
have to continue to do so.
Ravn is tired but happy to be home. And today Granny and
Iver are coming to stay for a couple of days. And tomorrow
Lasse is going home:(
Ravn says hi to you all, and he will soon be back blogging.
So this is goodbye from me as well.
Thanks for all suport!
Stick around!
Sander.
And for the first time we live in the house (our house)
by ourselves.
We have moved up to the main bedroom for the time beeing.
That way we dont have to bother with the stairs.
I still walk with a cane for suport, and it seems I might
have to continue to do so.
Ravn is tired but happy to be home. And today Granny and
Iver are coming to stay for a couple of days. And tomorrow
Lasse is going home:(
Ravn says hi to you all, and he will soon be back blogging.
So this is goodbye from me as well.
Thanks for all suport!
Stick around!
Sander.
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Update Thursday...
There are not much to write about. Ravn is slowly recovering.
He had a fever, but it went away again.
We try to get him to eat more...
and we buy tons of fruit and candybars to try and tempt him.
When Lasse came he got a shadow of a smile, but today Trine
brought Milla, and she got the first big hearty one when she reaced out
to hug him.
Maybe we will have him home during next week!
Sander.
He had a fever, but it went away again.
We try to get him to eat more...
and we buy tons of fruit and candybars to try and tempt him.
When Lasse came he got a shadow of a smile, but today Trine
brought Milla, and she got the first big hearty one when she reaced out
to hug him.
Maybe we will have him home during next week!
Sander.
Wednesday, July 8, 2009
Update Wednesday...
Little by little Ravn is recovering with babysteps.
He is still in pain from the surgery, but needs a little less medication now.
Iver had his 16 birthday the 4th of July!
Everybody is out on the farm these days but me.
I sleep, eat and sitt with Ravn.
And anytime now Trine and I will go to the airport
to pick up my friend Lasse! Arn did not feel fit for travelling this time,
but he might come later if he feels any better.
Ravn says Hi to all of u..and a special Hi to Dan for keeping me company
on MSN!
Sander.
He is still in pain from the surgery, but needs a little less medication now.
Iver had his 16 birthday the 4th of July!
Everybody is out on the farm these days but me.
I sleep, eat and sitt with Ravn.
And anytime now Trine and I will go to the airport
to pick up my friend Lasse! Arn did not feel fit for travelling this time,
but he might come later if he feels any better.
Ravn says Hi to all of u..and a special Hi to Dan for keeping me company
on MSN!
Sander.
Wednesday, July 1, 2009
Update Thursday...
Ravn has been awake...but he is still in major pain from
the surgery. We don't know if it has been a success yet..
Only time will tell wether the infections comes back or not.
About the impotence...well, thats not
gonna happen. :D
He has erections in his sleep all the time..lol..:D
I haven't been able to see him as much as I want these past days.
I have been a bit tired and so my pain has increased to the point
where I can,t pretend not to hurt,
and so granny refuses me to go.
(Yes, Dan. I do admitt it. I am
in pain and it sucks)
Sander.
the surgery. We don't know if it has been a success yet..
Only time will tell wether the infections comes back or not.
About the impotence...well, thats not
gonna happen. :D
He has erections in his sleep all the time..lol..:D
I haven't been able to see him as much as I want these past days.
I have been a bit tired and so my pain has increased to the point
where I can,t pretend not to hurt,
and so granny refuses me to go.
(Yes, Dan. I do admitt it. I am
in pain and it sucks)
Sander.
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