Angels and sinners.

So at least I have one reader left! Thanks Fire! :)

My love is still in hospital, and I have Lasse and Peter for company this weekend.
They arived yesterday, and it was realy great to see them again.
I have given the nurses the weekend of just so they wont think I am a big slut
for installing the three of us in the downstairs bedroom...*blush*
I needed sex, and I needed it desperately!  It was a first time with me and Peter, and wow!
I almost regrett that I never gave in to him back then when he flirted with me...lol
I just loved it! And the combo Lasse/Peter is unbeatable.
I even think my nuts hurts a little less this morning, and that made me sing in the shower a while ago.
And I refuse to feel bad or slutty about it!

We will go to se Sander in hospital later on, and maybe we will go out this evening. If my body is up to it. Things can change rapidly with me, you know.

In the middle of all this I have been thinking alot of Arn lately. It is a year ant two months since he died now. And I still have a problem beliveing that he is gone. And I got to think..
Did I ever tell you his story? How we met him, and how he and Lasse became a couple?

Ok, if you have read it before. You can just stop here :) I think I need to write about him this morning.

As you all know Sander lived in a youthcare living project from the age of 14 -16. He met Lasse there, and they soon became best friends. When Lasse moved out two new boys moved in. Arn, and his twin brother Adrian. They where 16 I think (or was it 15?)
It realy doesnt matter that much does it!
And theire story was tragick. They had lost both their parents in a car crash and the same crash almost killed Arn. Adrian miraculosly just broke his arm. Arn almost crushed his pelvis and leggs and had to stay in hospital for a long, long time. He was in severe pain and almost gave up
 but his brother was by his side all the time, and urged him back to life

Over the year Arns condition got worse and worse, with cronich pain and tumors poping up. He was the one suffering the most. More than me and Sander. More than anyone knew I think.

Lasse, who often vissited Sander after he had moved out..knew he was gay already back then. And fell head over heals in love with Arn. And I understand him. I think Arn was the prettyest human beeing I have ever seen! He could easily have made it big as a male model with his beautiful face, thick blond hair and slender body.
He had that perfect combination between all male and tuch of femeninity that is so rare to find.
(besides he had the biggest dick I have ever seen...hehe)

Arn was so shy back then, that Sander had to acompany him on his first date with Lasse. But after that the two of them hit it of. But in time it became clear that Arns codition was not going in the right direction. He was unable to finnish scool, and the two brothers decided to go up to Northern Norway to live with an aunt. Arn needed care and she was the only family they had left. After a while Lasse moved up there too, just to be with his love. And he stayed with him until Arn took his own life 14 months ago. Sweet Arn...
How we miss you! Our angel in faded jeans...

I think Lasse is thinking of him all the time, but he has a good life with Peter. And he is so sure that he will meet Arn again on the other side somehow. I think so too. And until then I feel good about having a gay angel in blue jeans looking after me from up there!

It is still early in the day. I am going to take my morning medication, and crawl back into bed with my guests. I am preparing for a "hot" weekend...and maybe ( as a resultt) a less painfull draining on Monday!

Love Ravn