Hey..

I think I most have the most boring blog in the world.

I have nothing fun to share with you this time either...I struggel with constant pain of the most presisting kind..the kind one can't pretend is'nt there even for five minutes. It wears me out, and it wears my suroundings out as well.

I do nothing but lay on my bed or on the couch upstairs... I feel sorry for my self and I guess I am a real pain in the ass. Poor Sander. He is realy trying his best.
They don't even drain me now. Guess they are afraid of killing me or something.
Maybe just as well. Do it fast instead of this drawn out suffering...
It's realy so good for nothing...

Sorry, I should have made some joke, or coments to let u know I keep my spirits up, but my spirit is kind of dead...as I am..

Thats life...thats me

Ravn

just to keep you posted.

Ravn is in and out of hospital, mostly inn.
Right now he is home on weekend leave. Things are not looking grate, and he is growing weak and is looking frail.
There is not much to do exept from trying to ease his pain. There are no inflamations at the moment but the pain has gotten chronic, an wears him out totally.
He says to give you his love!

Sander

Still alive...

Hi, I am home at last. Still alive...at least I think I am. It does'nt feel like it yet. Sander has been in and out of hospital too, but at the time beeing we are both home and can bee with each other again.

This was the closest ever...It is going to take a long time before I am fully recoverd.So have patience with me please.

Thanks for all mails and sms.

Love Ravn

Update 2

Theres no change in Ravns condition. :(

Sander.

Update.

Hey, it's Sander.
I am home again from hospital and feeling a bit better.

Ravn is still there, still fighting the inflamation, he is still kept asleep in intensive care ward.

Sander.

Hospital.

Both Sander and Ravn are in hospital with inflamations.Ravn wanted me to tell you.

L.

I realy have no words...

July 22nd 2011. The day my country lost her virginity...

I realy have no words strong enough to express how I feel tonight. At this hour we count 92 dead. Mostly teens. Killed by an insane masmurderer at a political summercamp at Utøya. Just about an hour before he had blown up the government buildings in Oslo.

Oh, I'll admitt it. I thought it was an Islamic activist at first. I realy did. But he was not. He turned out to be a fullblooded Norwegian christian, conservative, rightwinged, racist..

So know this: Terrorism comes in all shapes, and from all kinds of sick people. It does't matter if you are a muslim or a christian..a sick mind has nothing to do with religion. It just hides behind it!

We in this little peaceful corner of the world have been shaken firmly in our belives in freedom. We must not let this get to us!! We must not let it put an end to true and free democrasy. He can harm us, and even kill us, but he can't kill whats inside the people of Norway! We are united in this belive! We are strong, and we will grow even stronger from this!!

But please....take some time to remember...even a masmurderer are somebodys child...
Pray for his folks as well as for the victims and their familys.

Love Ravn.