I am so happy !!
The tumors in our friend Arn's abdomen turned out to be filled with water !
Lasse just phoned me, and cried with relief.
I am so glad for them ! I realy havent the words to describe how I feel now!
Even though Arn's been through major surgery now, and even if he has to come inn twice a year
to scan for new tumors, it means that he is gonna live :)
Ravn did not get to go home today. He woke up with a slight rise of temprature and they would'nt let him go yet. But I have spoken on the phone with him, and he seems ok.
I guess he just did spend to much time on his feet beeing with Arn.
My Doc was not pleased that I went to the hospital yesterday when I should be resting.
So I had to promise to stay at home today. Boring my self silly *sigh*
I think i will make dinner to the rest of the bunch. That cant possibly kill me!
Love Sander :)
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
Update tuesday night
I just came back from the hospital.
( I know, I should take it easy )
Ravn is doing ok. All our concern is with Arn now.
I wish Lasse had prepared me in advance
because he looked so frail and small.
You could almost see right trough him.
It's not that long ago since I saw him, and this realy was not the same boy.
He is in pain and on morph and is sleeping most of the time.
So I managed to talk Lasse into coming back home with me to get some sleep.
He is beeing a rock as usuall,
but I realy hope he will open up and cry at least.
I think that would do him good. Right now he is asleep in our bed.
I held him and stroke his back until he sleept.
I dont want him to be alone now.
And I will soon cuddle up to him and get some sleep as well.
Tomorrows gonna be a rough day.
Sander.
( I know, I should take it easy )
Ravn is doing ok. All our concern is with Arn now.
I wish Lasse had prepared me in advance
because he looked so frail and small.
You could almost see right trough him.
It's not that long ago since I saw him, and this realy was not the same boy.
He is in pain and on morph and is sleeping most of the time.
So I managed to talk Lasse into coming back home with me to get some sleep.
He is beeing a rock as usuall,
but I realy hope he will open up and cry at least.
I think that would do him good. Right now he is asleep in our bed.
I held him and stroke his back until he sleept.
I dont want him to be alone now.
And I will soon cuddle up to him and get some sleep as well.
Tomorrows gonna be a rough day.
Sander.
Update tuesday
I suddenly realised it's update with one p only. *blush*
Ravn is'nt coming home until tomorrow.
Yesterday our friend Lasse rang.
Arn has suddenly gotten much worse and was taken to the hospital here in Oslo yesterday.
Lasse wondred if he could stay here, and if we could pick him up at the airport this morning.
And of course granny and me did!
Turns out today that on top of everything Arn has several big tumors in his lover abdomen. They were not there when he was for his twice a year check up this summer. They must have grovn fast.
The doctors have decided to operate tomorrow to find out what they're dealing with.
Darling Ravn spent most of yesterday out of his bed and in to Arn's.Trying to comfort him.
As they lay in the same ward.
Arn's been through so much in his life. He doesnt deserve this!
Fuck, he realy does not!
Ravn is'nt coming home until tomorrow.
Yesterday our friend Lasse rang.
Arn has suddenly gotten much worse and was taken to the hospital here in Oslo yesterday.
Lasse wondred if he could stay here, and if we could pick him up at the airport this morning.
And of course granny and me did!
Turns out today that on top of everything Arn has several big tumors in his lover abdomen. They were not there when he was for his twice a year check up this summer. They must have grovn fast.
The doctors have decided to operate tomorrow to find out what they're dealing with.
Darling Ravn spent most of yesterday out of his bed and in to Arn's.Trying to comfort him.
As they lay in the same ward.
Arn's been through so much in his life. He doesnt deserve this!
Fuck, he realy does not!
Monday, September 8, 2008
Uppdate monday
I'm sorry I could'nt write.
I have been hospitalized too.
I had an attack thursday morning and was sent to hospital.
Then I had another in hospital on saturday morning.
Ravn is getting better. I havent been with him until this morning.
And his teprature is normal, the swelling is down, he is still in pain,
but not so severe anymore. He is probebly coming home tomorow.
Sander.
I have been hospitalized too.
I had an attack thursday morning and was sent to hospital.
Then I had another in hospital on saturday morning.
Ravn is getting better. I havent been with him until this morning.
And his teprature is normal, the swelling is down, he is still in pain,
but not so severe anymore. He is probebly coming home tomorow.
Sander.
Tuesday, September 2, 2008
Uppdate tuesday night
Trine made me go home with her.
Guess I had a hard time hiding my pain tonight.
I need a stronger painkiller now, but I have to ask my Doc for that
and then he's gonna know how I feel so that's out of the question.
Milla could'nt come after all. Trine thinks she's maybe coming down
with a cold, and she would not expose Ravn to that.
I'm so fucking tired. I wish I could sleep for a month!
Wake me upp when september ends.
Sander.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wh4RWmggt0Y&feature=related
Guess I had a hard time hiding my pain tonight.
I need a stronger painkiller now, but I have to ask my Doc for that
and then he's gonna know how I feel so that's out of the question.
Milla could'nt come after all. Trine thinks she's maybe coming down
with a cold, and she would not expose Ravn to that.
I'm so fucking tired. I wish I could sleep for a month!
Wake me upp when september ends.
Sander.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=wh4RWmggt0Y&feature=related
Uppdate tuesday
What can i say?
Things are pretty much the same. Except he gets more morph no.
Witch eases the pain but also makes him drowsy and sleepy.
I am hanging on the best I can. Tonight Trine will bring Milla.
Hopefully that will cheer him upp.
Sander.
Things are pretty much the same. Except he gets more morph no.
Witch eases the pain but also makes him drowsy and sleepy.
I am hanging on the best I can. Tonight Trine will bring Milla.
Hopefully that will cheer him upp.
Sander.
Monday, September 1, 2008
Uppdate monday
Long night in hospital.
He's not getting any better concerning the pain.
Most of the time he just drifts in and out
from some sort of restless sleep until in the morning
I can't take it anylonger,
and demands to speak with his doc.
He increases the morph doses. Witch seems to do the trick.
When I left this morning he was sleeping like a baby.
His face showing no sign of pain.
I am so tired too.
I sort of colapsed in to the backseat of the cab.
I take to many painkillers and I don't sleep enough.
I know that I shouldn't be doing this. It will only trigger an attack.
But so fucking what!!
He is the only thing I care about right now.
And I can deal with my own pain. I'm never ever 100% free of it.
So what's the bigg deal.
I will go back tonight.
Sander.
He's not getting any better concerning the pain.
Most of the time he just drifts in and out
from some sort of restless sleep until in the morning
I can't take it anylonger,
and demands to speak with his doc.
He increases the morph doses. Witch seems to do the trick.
When I left this morning he was sleeping like a baby.
His face showing no sign of pain.
I am so tired too.
I sort of colapsed in to the backseat of the cab.
I take to many painkillers and I don't sleep enough.
I know that I shouldn't be doing this. It will only trigger an attack.
But so fucking what!!
He is the only thing I care about right now.
And I can deal with my own pain. I'm never ever 100% free of it.
So what's the bigg deal.
I will go back tonight.
Sander.
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