Mourning.

Locked up
locked in

Protected against myself

Why can't I choose
life
or
death.

My body
broken after years with pain

My soul
ruptured with grief.

My heart
torn
out of my body

Leaving a big ragged hole
open for the wind

My love
my life
my everything
Soulmate
lover
brother in arms.

We were once so young

Now
I am a thousand years old
I have seen it all

I am dead tired
I want
darknes

I want
to be
nobody

Oblivion.


S.