The new year...

My baby hopefully will be home tomorrow!

He has slept for almost 24 hours as usual...and they take
the tests the always take...as usual.
Tonight JanE and I came to visit ...and he was awake
but tired and a bit down...
Understandable...since they was suposed to not happen anymore..
and they still dont know why they do.

I can only hope and pray that he will get to come home in the morning.
I feel lost without him...and I miss having the rest of my family around..
I get lonely...it is not the same with the nurses...

Rein and his buddy came this afternoon and they are staying the night..
probebly cause they wont let me spend the night alone.
But I don't mind sleeping alone...Trine is just a phonecall away
so I feel safe.

As the year comes to and end I must say that I feel lucky to be around
for 2010...It could just as well have been the other way around.
So I only has one goal for the new year...to keep myself alive.
And live one day at the time...oh, that was two...
Well then ...make it three....I want my love to stay alive and well too...

Happy New year!